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This
life-story has been excerpted from the book 'They
Lived With God' by Swami
Chetanananda, published
by the Vedanta Society of St. Lois. To read the entire studied life,
and lives of 27 other close disciples, please read this book.
(Swami
Chetananda has also published a book on all 16 the Monastic Disciples
of Sri Ramakrishna 'God Lived With Them')
Some
aspects of his personality
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In the evenings (his grandmother) would recount to him some
of those ancient stories, and he would listen with rapt attention.
Once she was describing the episode of Krishna's departure
from Vrindaban, one of the moving scenes of the Bhagavatam,
Krishna's uncle, Akrura, was sent to bring Krishna to Mathura,
much to the despair of the shepherd boys and girls of Vrindaban.
When Krishna sat in the chariot the boys began to cry, and
they pleaded with him, 'O Krishna, do not leave us!' The girls
held the wheels of the chariot, and some of them grabbed the
reins of the horses. But Akrura would not pay any heed to
them. He left Vrindaban with Krishna and thus the days of
joy that Krishna's playmates had known in his company came
to end. Girish was listening intently and, with tearful eyes,
he asked his grandmother, 'Did Krishna ever return to Vrindaban?'
'No, replied the grandmother. Girish asked the question three
times and each time got the same answer. He then burst into
tears and ran away. The story upset him so much that for the
next several evenings he refused to listen to any more tales.
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He was fearless, independent, and proud of his strength. No
one could make him begin work or quit work through pressure
or intimidation. He used to say, 'A beast can be tamed by the
whip, but not a human being'. His attitude was; 'If I do not
enjoy my work, why should I do it?' What he considered right
he did, without caring whether others criticized him or not. |
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Girish hated hypocrisy from the bottom of his heart. Being bold
and strong in character, he did not find it necessary to hide
his weakness. And indeed, it takes tremendous courage to unite
mind and speech, especially to one's discredit. |
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Girish had a brilliant and creative mind always found ways
to overcome the inevitable managerial problems. There was
no sufficient money to buy expensive costumes, so he wrote
Chaitanya Lila, the drama on the life of Chaitanya, which
Sri Ramakrishna saw, because it required only a few ochre
robes and rosaries as costumes.
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Girish had a great feeling for art. He knew that the artistic
faculty does not manifest itself properly if there is fear,
uncertainty, pressure, or exploitation. He later donated sixteen
thousand rupees to the authorities of the New Star Theatre to
complete its construction and said to them: 'Please do not humiliate
or exploit the actors and actresses. Let them act freely.' |
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Girish's
mind worked so fast and prodigiously that he required two
secretaries to take down his words; he could not write them
fast enough himself. Absorbed in the flow of ideas, he would
pace back and forth in his room and dictate all the dialogues
of the drama in a loud voice, as if he was acting each role
himself. His secretary always kept three pencils ready at
hand. He could not use a pen and inkpot because there was
never enough time to dip the pen into the pot. Once the secretary
could not keep up with the speed of dictation and requested
Girish to repeat what he had just said. Girish became angry
and asked him not break his mood. He told the secretary to
put dots where he had missed words and he would fill them
later.
Girish
was his own greatest competitor. When one of his dramas was
particularly well received, he felt that he had to work harder
on the next in order to surpass the previous one. He was fond
of defeating himself.
Sometimes
the monastic disciples of Sri Ramakrishna, in order to bring
a response out of Girish, would tease him: 'You are writing
and acting prompted by your own desires, and yet you say that
the Master gave you the task saving the fallen people of the
world. Don't you feel ashamed to talk like that?' But Girish
would boldly reply 'wait, brother! When I meet Sri Ramakrishna
again I shall tell him that I won't act in the role of villain
anymore. The next time let his monastic disciples play the
villains and I shall act the part of a noble character'. Truly,
Girish believed that it was the Master who brought these devotees
to the world to act in different roles in his divine drama.
Girish
was actually the moving force behind the establishing of several
theatres in Calcutta, including the Baghbazar Amateur Theatre,
the National Theatre, and the Star, the Emerald, the Classic,
and the Minerva Theatres. He was himself a superb and versatile
actor, and wherever he performed, crowds would come to see
him. Once he played five different roles in the same play,
Kapalkundala, and proved by his performance the importance
of each of the five characters.
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